HI SWEETIESSSSSSSSS. Was surprised that my previous post actually attracted viewers, AT ALL. Doing a very bad job as a blogger with my emofuck posts, so time to do what a committed blogger does, camwhore like you don't give a single fuck. :D
I'm like so fucking busy please )': If I list out all my CAs due, filming, projects, examinations and mentoring activities lineup, you guys will DIE AH. DIE BECAUSE YOU TOO SAD FOR ME LIAO. Yes, I know that sentence's grammatically incorrect, hahaha, but sometimes SINGLISH WORKS OKAY!!! It brings my point across. WE WILL SURVIVE.
Ok, shall not rant in this post like some crazy bitch. Because like I've said, how could I simply chuck a !@#$%^&* emo post in your faces right. I hope that one day I can finally advertise my blog on FACEBOOK. Of course, I've to be comfortable with it in the first place.
I'm so fucking sleepy and tired )': But finally, I have the time to do a proper update, so IN YOUR FACE. WHATEVER, I AM SO NICE. Okay, my lack of coherence shows how sleep-derprived I am now. Shall head to bed. Half the photos not uploaded, shall do that in the next post. Will be busy for the entire of February, and I really, really hope I don't diss this site!
How was CNY for you guiseeeeeeeeeeeeee out there?!? I hope it's filled with lots and lots and LOTS of fun and laughter, fanta drinks (ok whut?), nice festive shows to watch, sumptuous food like our favorite STEAMYYYYYYBOAAAAATYYYYYYY, all the catching-ups with your lao bu si (old never die :p) aunties and uncles who just love to ask repetitive questions that they have obviously done so the year before, and the year before the year, and the year before the year before the year ~~~
ONE VERY GOOD SCENARIO:
AUNTY LAO BU SI: Girl ah, wa long time never see you! Zhang da (grow up) liao ah!
Me: Oh. Thank you!
AUNTY LAO BU SI: Come, come. Sit down here. How's your studies coming along?
Me: Orh, ok. My studies' been pretty average, coping along.
AUNTY LAO BU SI: Wa, like that ah! Good to know! You in poly or JC?
Me: Uhm poly.
AUNTY LAO BU SI: Is it your O level not good ah? Why never go JC!!! Aiyo, poly not as good leh!
Me: Uhm, actually, I'm interested in a media course, that's why.
AUNTY LAO BU SI: Orh, I know I know! Is it the mass comm in np ah? That one good leh!
Me: ... Uhm, SP Media and Communications in fact.
AUNTY LAO BU SI: Orh, ok. *Awkward pause* Aiya why don't want go JC, waste one more year tsk tsk! Got boyfriend or not ah?
Me: Uhm, no i don't.
AUNTY LAO BU SI: Why don't have boyfriend! Your mom doesn't allow is it! Aiyo, 18 years old can have boyfriend liao! You need me to talk to your mom?
Me: ...
So I told another aunt "I have a boyfriend" to test the reaction.
AUNTY LAO BU SI 2: Tsk, xiao xiao nian ji (small tender age) don't have boyfriend la aiyo! Not good for studies!
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The all time favorite comment: Aiyo, why you still small small one! Never eat is it! Your parents never feed you ah! Come eat eat!
AND YES OF COURSE, HOW CAN WE FORGET THE CHILDREN'S DEAREST THING TO DO!!!!!
COLLECT ANGPAOS AHHHHHHH! LOTS OF IT YOU PEOPLE (＾∇＾）
Wow, what a jolly little post with a festive mood! :D Once again, Happy Chinese New Year!!!!!!!! P.S: There's my pesky little brother lol! PHOTOBOMBER PLEASE.
More photos below!
steamboat time!
My pre-makeup look before I doll up for the day! Digital curls.
Very tempted to do digital curls after my CNY Day 1 look! Buuuuuuuuut. I shall wait for my centre parting fringe (I command you to grow long now, fringe!) before I do anything drastic ;) Just wait for my 18th birthday in 3 months time!!!
My siblings!
Sister and her boyfriend!
Don't judge me ah! Took this photo after I bathe at night, so no makeup on again!!! /: My mom's the cutest woman on earth aw! :')
DAY 11 OF 11: Still sad. Heartbroken? Yes, of course. It hurts. But, I’m starting to pick myself up again. Life, it has to go on.
Hi folks, it’s CHINESE NEW YEAR’S EVE TOMORROW! Whoots. My favorite festival!（＾∇＾）Hopefully, I’ll get lots of angbao $ so I can buy shitload of stuffs lol.
Oh, and I’ll definitely catch the annual CNY Countdown on Channel 8 TOMORROW. That’s like my favorite festive show too lol. I’m just so into all things related to this red red new yearrrrrrrrrrrr!
HAPPY CHINESE YEAR TO ERBODEHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! :>
Barely recovering from a huge bout of illness lately. Of course I’m sad la, still fucking soap-opera dramawhore brainless girl sad. BUT! I WANT TO PICK MYSELF UP AND START ALL OVER AGAIN WHERE I FELL.
Some underlying questions that people have asked of me:
Will you forgive him?
Can you be his friend again?
Do you hope to see him again?
No, I won’t.
Never.
No, positive.
And great job there, reading me like an open book. @.@
That's what I was told. But I still can't bring myself to hate him. So I'm not going to say anything in spite anymore. I'm the one who can't control my own emotions, I'm the one who still loves.
To all those people who’ve been regular readers of my blog and been coerced to read those sad, sad, sad, VERY FUCKING SAD posts recently, I’m so, so, so, SO SO SO SORRY!!!!
You guys must be thinking,
“Finally she has woken up ah!”
Aw :’) Yes I have.
BUT I CAN’T PROMISE THAT THIS OPTIMISM WOULDN’T FADE AND I WON’T FEEL SO EMOFUCK AGAIN. Who knows one day I might be bombed by a depression ray of darkness?! All I can promise is, I won’t hurt myself again. Motherfuckers, I’m going to eat a lot, a lot, a lot and gain back all the weight that I’ve lost when I was down with high fever.
I’ve a fervent passion for blogging. Initially, I thought that I’d get tired of this shit and run back to my books one day. (Uh, probably a bad metaphor but you get me!!) But, I actually enjoy blogging :’) Frankly speaking, if I’m fucking pretty and popular, I’d quit school and focus on improving and polishing up this little space of mine. If I can earn moolah from my blog that is. I’ve never regretted choosing poly till this sem. I realize I can’t drag myself to school on 8am classes, like #lateforlife #foreverlate #latelatelate #lateagainah! I think JC life would suit me more because I’d be forced to be disciplined. But come to think of it, no dye hair, no do this no do that, no home clothes, no big black ear studs, no cb la. K, I’m better off being my poly girl :p
Honestly, I can't help being ugly ok. I can't help feeling ugly because all the bloggers out there look so fucking chio and perfect and tall and slim )': But it's okay!!!! Confidence. Haha. Fuck all these shit.
GUDBI! (๑╹ω╹๑ )
Wednesday 18 January 2012
Hates taking medicine, really. And visiting the doctors? That sucks more. Currently I’m looking the bit of that me in the above photo, and that just reminds myself of the fact that I can also be vivacious and full-of-life, IF I bother to take care of my health. Have a sudden urge to pick myself again.
Missed classes for two days, thank god I’ve 2 days worth of medical leave. Monday night I started to develop this precipitous heavy flu, and when I reached home, my fever quickly escalated to 38.8. And yes, was feeling nauseous for a very long time, even when I’m typing this post.
I NEED TO STOP SKIPPING MEALS.
I’ve been prescribed A FUCKING HELL LOT of medicine from the doctor lol. And yes, my fever subsided, but I’d reckon I’m going dumb (or dumber) because my head hurts a lot, everything tastes bland to me, the medicine’s causing gastritis and a disgusted stomach. I can’t even vomit.
I guess my illness infected my sister (who has an equally weak immunity system) and she’s been whining a lot, lately. Seriously? That coerces me to get well soon, ASAFUCKINGP. Imagine how our room’s like? Reeking of the stench of hell. It’s like: Welcome to hell, visit the two bed-ridden patients. Fuck no.
The worst that could ever happen: Having to revise for two papers tomorrow when I’m in such a bad medical condition. Like whuuuuuuuuuuuuut. Spare me the agony. But. I don’t even think I can do well for tomorrow’s paper and pop quiz, but still have to give them a shot isn’t it?
Alright, hopefully I’ll be able to blog again when I’m feeling better. And I apologize for the wordiness. Monstrosity.
Monday 16 January 2012
Blogged twice today. (Such a rare occurrence!) The one directly below is basically ALL about my new phone, which I’d promised to talk about in even earlier posts. This post will be more centralized on lists, lists, and lists. Yes, a list of things that I’ve drawn up for 2012.
Day 6 of 6: Fell sick. A living example of how heartbreak can impair a person’s health.
Been feeling nauseating for over a week? Flu, fever, cough: check. Have absolutely no appetite to eat, coffee instead of food, pills to sleep. Was foolish enough to do whatever that hurts myself, as long as I stop feeling a thing. Haha, yes fucking dumb. Don’t do that, girls. No matter how sad you are. DON’T FUCKING HURT YOURSELF OK.
Monday Blues. I really hate it y’know. When I’m all dressed up nicely, with nice makeup on, and then I’ve to be in those damn lousy moods. I'm just there like: Please get the fuck away from me and don't fucking talk to me. Haiz ): But I’m so blessed that I saw Danny after lessons and he cheered me up so much, that I couldn’t wait to desert that monday blues agony!!! Love that guy so much seriously!
On a lighter note, two mature decisions that I’ve made in 2012: 1) Dyed my hair a lighter shade of brown INSTEAD OF FUCKING BLONDE lol. (Though the idea of blonde still very much appeals to me AND NOBODY NOTICED I DYED MY HAIR AGAIN. HELLO, I DID OK!)
2)Stopped chasing after my supposedly noble love. (I hate that decision, really. And it sucks even more when I’ve to read all those gibberish horoscopes that urged me to talk it out with him.
(The fuck. No?)
I’m not the kind of person who will draw up a list of resolutions for a brand new year. In fact, I’ve never done that, never. *Personally, I find it redundant and practically, a harebrained idea? I mean, come on, most of us will be like: Ah, fuck that. I’ve actually accomplished none/ one or two of the goals I have drafted up. In the end, I’m just wasting time and ink?!
BUT I’M LIKE FINALLY FUCKING 18 THIS YEAR. Haha, yes, I’ve been waiting to be 18 for a very, very, veeeeeeeeeeeeeryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy long time.
So! I’ve decided to do for once, a short list of ‘resolutions’ for 2012. You’ll soon know why it can’t really be considered as one because some of which aren’t meritorious at all hahaha.
*If you’re one of those really motivated, responsible and disciplined people who ACCOMPLISH EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOUR FUCKING GOALS, HAHA GTFO I’M NOT ADDRESSING YOU!
TO BUYS
BIKINI + ALL THINGS LEOPARD PRINT ALIKE + MORE CLOTHES AND HANDBAGS.
(Ok, basically. WHAT A GIRL WANTS.)
Next, next.
“Negligently done Resolutions for 2012”
-CLUB ON FRIDAY NIGHTS/ WEEKENDS ONCE I’M 18
-Alcohol tolerance (Up, Up, Up)
-Don’t smoke!
-Get GPA 3.7-3.8 (Finally smthg decent lol)
-Sleep by 1 at least thrice a week. (Which brings me to point no 6…)
-BE PUNCTUAL FOR LESSONS AT LEAST FOUR TIMES A WEEK.
No, my profanities are only limited to 'fucks'. 99% of the time.
Actually I still have A LOT MORE TO ADD ON. But I thought of them last night when I couldn’t sleep so.. heheh.
Emosmlj. Skip this below.
Recently, somebody counseled me and I’m really grateful that he told me things that finally made me wake the fucking idea up.
Is this what he’s been trying to get to me for over a year?
Gosh, I’m such a sick pathetic fucking dumb slut.
To end off this post, I’m delighted to say prior to the fact that SP IS THE NO 1 CHOICE FOR 2011 O LEVEL GRADUATES JAE DECISION, OUR CNY HOLIDAYS WILL END ON 25th INSTEAD OF 24th! ONE DAY LONGER YAY! Haha. It’s always a good thing when the TOP PEOPLE WITH A LOT A LOT OF POWER ARE HAPPY. Lol.
Oh, I changed my blog layout. Hope it makes reading easier! Feedback is so, so welcomed you beyotches ;)
So, yes, I got my new phone last week. It’s not Iphone 4s, HTC, Samsung and whuuuuuuuuut? Haha, am definitely not a gadgets girl so ignore my oblivion please. If you’ve been reading my blog regularly, I have intended to get this phone
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NOKIA LUMIA 710
Apparently, I was very much attracted to the exterior of the phone. You can read more about its reviews here.
For your information (If you’re too lazy to browse/have no intention to change your phone/chanting “IPHONE USER FOR LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!”
It is one of the best android phones in the market now arses.
I’m so very impressed that the phone isn’t only pretty and sleek, it’s user-friendly and has great functions, serving its purpose as a recommendable windows 7 mobile phone to its best ability.
About the battery life, no it died on me VERY, VERY EXTREMELY FAST /: Not because I got a deficient phone, but I fucking forgot to charge for 7-8 hours on the first usage.
This latest series of phone introduced by Nokia, as I’ve realize after some research, is actually introduced to enter the rife competition of existing smartphones in the market. I’d reckon it’s Nokia’s blueprint to shake free of its current image, which isn't really high-end?
As quoted from the yahoo news:
“Nokia has declared war in the US smartphone market, with a Microsoft-powered handset tailored to take on Apple iPhones and Google-backed Android devices.”
No, this is not a commissioned advert for Nokia Lumia series itself. I’ve received feedback from many people about the advantageous and convenient functions of the phone and its sleek appearance. So, this is a really good recommendation for anybody interested in the lumia series phones. A word of advice: Wait for Nokia Lumia 800 or Nokia Lumia 900. They’re definitely much better than mine.
(Up, Up, Up)
