My Thursday was bad, with extreme angst and irritation. It's those kind of days when I just want to have my alcohol and party hard all night. Oh fuck. I'm not a party animal I swear cross my heart I'm just ... in need of an avenue to release my pent up emotions. I'm just tired. I'm such a repressed and disturbed kid. Sometimes, I hate being me, really.
Danny texted me at the right timing and we started to assume that this is just a plain case of pre menstrual syndromes. Maybe! And this boy actually asked me to POUR HOT MILO ON MY STOMACH and SWALLOW BLUE AND PINK PILLS. LOL DAFUQ?!?
Haha k, he's fucking cute I swear. This butthole appears every single time when I'm sad. What'd I do without him!!! >:
I have this thing about camwhoring whenever I'm angsty and it's pretty obvious because I'll look a little different in my photos.
Ok no, actually I look very different. (angst level x a million)
I'm so looking forward to every other day left in the week. Friday: Spending whole day as a mama girl. Sat: mini edu HOOTERS WITH KARHOU AT NIGHT. Sun: Meet up with le boy danny! <3
I really just fucking hate today la k. Cca's typically in a motherfucking rut la. I just hope GDD Dance practices start soon. It's time to get physical people.
Alright, today hasn't been a good day. But I ought to motivate myself so as to start a better Friday! :>
Hi, so
allow me to briefly come up with a blog post for my readers. Went on a class
picnic (my first class outing) with DMC’ 03 yesterday and I came home and landed into a deep slumber! That explains
an early post, which is really rare (since I usually blog in the wee hours).
I’ve been
receiving feedback that I appear to be daunting and fierce. Looking through the
photos, I realize I WOULD BE AFRAID OF MYSELF TOO since I really, really HARDLY
EVER SMILE. So I’ve made it a personal accomplishment to smile, even if my
cheekbones ache, and keep smiling, unless you’re a son of a motherfucking bitch.
:D
The rare moments when I actually smile for a photo.
And 99.9% of the time ....
I'M SO VERY FUCKING BUSY why? Not because I'm always out with le friends chilling but for my cca. K, just a quick update, I'm in mentoring club which really means 3.30-6 every Wednesday but being in sub committee ACTUALLY MEANS this week, Mon, Wed-Sat I'm down with cca commitments. Yay! And from herein, all the way till July (when Managing Committee is decided), I'll have NO FREE TIME! :D
Yes, I'm whining and complaining and kicking a big fuss. But who doesn't relish leadership roles come on? I do, I do. I only wish I have more time to myself.
The funny thing is, nobody but nobody itself actually believes I'm a mentor!
Conversation with le strangers on many accounts.
LE STRANGER: Hey, hi! What cca are you in?
LE ME: Oh, mentoring.
LE STRANGER: Huh errrrrrrrrr. Are you actually serious? (looks at me from head to toes)
LE ME: Well, yes? Is there anything wrong?
LE STRANGER: No, no. I'm just thinking you look like you're from ccas like .... cheerleading for instance
LE ME: Well yes, I was. For half a year. But I was in mentoring earlier and in it through.
LE STRANGER: Wow, that's amazing. Both ccas have such big contrast. You're so interesting!
LE ME: Errrrrr ok.
The thing is, I know my hair's golden brown (ok that sounds like a fried chicken, so am I actually saying my hair's fried chicken?! Dafuq), my awkward fashion acumen and my kiampa face that hates to move the muscles a little to smile.
Ok, fine I really don't look like a mentor. @.@
I've been labelled a 'bimbo' way too many times and aha, I'm going to address that in my next blog post!!!!! Please be excited for it, especially my detractors, because a bimbo isn't able to retort and fight for her stand but I can, and I will. LOL.
My pretty
woman (@PREDDYLEE)created these banners for danny yong and I! :D And yes,
check her blog out regarding the online contest that we’re joining. I first saw
it on a blog days ago, got so excited over it and started texting them both in
CAPS: YOU GUYS GOTTA LEARN ABOUT THIS.
Team name + Team Photo
Only the
top 20 will be selected which means our chances are pretty slim. But it’s ok!
This is so, very interesting. I remember faintly the last time I ever joined a
contest was when I was say, 10? It was a Barney contest in which I had to mail
my entry to. (I think I didn’t know how to paste the stamp?)
Le girlfriend
meowmeow is off to Xiamen, China, for 5 weeks which also equates to 35 days!
OMAIGAHD I’VE NEVER NOT CONTACTED HER FOR MORE THAN 2 DAYS LOL FML. We are
thaaaaaaaaat close.
And just
in case somebody gets back and is jealous that I didn’t mention her, nah here it is!
I MISS YOU TOO DARLING JIEYING! <3
My next
blog post’s will be on LABELLINGS. Till then! <3
Tuesday, 6 March 2012
“My last date with le boy was perfect. Well technically, it
wasn’t really, but all perfections come with minor glitches. I’ll not be able
to fall in love or like anybody else for
a period of time. I need time to really put him down. I don’t know how long
I’ll take, but it’s just not right to use others’ feelings upon myself to
hasten this recuperation. I have to only love when I can love, again.
"Can we cuddle forever?" I'd wish I could keep his scent in a bottle. I could sleep forever.
Maybe whilst I’m on my path of recovery, I might meet the
right boy along the way. Maybe we’re meant for each other, just not now. Maybe sometime in the future, we might just
happen. Maybe right now, I’m really moving on.
My last date was picture perfect, with a boy that couldn’t
get 20:57 right. He’s just too cute.”
If we are really meant to be, months or years down the
road, I’ll still love him. And we’ll eventually be together. I'm not worrying.
It’s been raining for a
quite a bit today. Perfect weather to cuddle. Headed to Bugis with le favorite
girlfriend and snapped some photos.
Tryna blog frequently since my number of readers has been irregular lately! I suck so, so much as a blogger so le me stayed up to update this page!
Watching playful kiss again
because it’s just so relevant. In the show, the incompetent girl falls in love
with the smart, attractive, cold and unresponsive boy first. She went through so
many heartbreaks and rejections for him to finally notice her. In the show, the
boy chose her over the tall, pretty, rich and influential lady.
But in real life, it
doesn’t happen. Why would the boy give up on such a beautiful woman so
compatible to him for girls that are immature and stupid? Furthermore, she’s
really, really pretty. I’ll fall in love with the likes of her too if I were a
guy.
She's just sitting there with her angelic face like
And I'm just here like
I’ve never met her before,
but I’m already feeling so inferior. Haha.
So I just realized that I
don’t really have to re-watch Playful kiss episodes (I might) because there’s
PK Special Editions!
I’m just sitting here giggling to myself, thinking
that it’s le crush and me since he’s really this kind of person >: So cold
and …. >: And I’m really as much of a bimbo as this girl!
But, it’s ok la! :>
Everytime I have all these crazy, enthusiastic thoughts in my head, thinking up
this wonderful future with me and le crush, I’ll make a mental note to take a
look at le crush and le crush’s compatible girl photo and tell myself:
This is real life and in
real life, you’re an extra wheel in people’s happy life.
Hmmmmmmm. It’s really
going to amuse me if my readers actually read it and feel sad for me. No
omaigahd no you cute little ones!!!!! >:
As what I'd always say, "It's all in God's plan."
Ok, I’ve already drafted
out the outline for the promised guy post. HAHA! It’s just not fated to be
published darn.
The photos we took today! Praise my photography skills good lord.
(Only had light makeup today which means NO MASCARA, NO EYELINER, NO LIPGLOSS, NO NOTHING LOL. Only contacts, foundation and concealer. HAHA I LOOK REALLY FUCKING HIDEOUS MOTHER OF COWS.)
Yes I've my insecurities too, readers.
My pretty girl miaosi!
Her smile's so mesmerizing she can simply chuck her studies aside and be a blogshop model! Haha ok. You can skim through the rest of the photos after the first 7 BECAUSE I NEVER MAKEUP AH FUCK.
The photos' quality is a strong indication that "ONE DOES NOT SIMPLY USE AN IPAD TO TAKE PHOTOS ON IMPULSE" Urgh
Please, can somebody keep me as a boiboi for a day? >:
Ok, I have to admit I look really weird and awkward in this photo but I REFUSE to remove it because it's so funny lol! I'm like some kind of fledgling bird eager to take off. #LOLWHUUUUUUUUT
The above three photos strongly imply that "I look like a mouse without makeup" Aw hehehe.
#mouselike #mice #mousemouse
HAHAHA. My best attempt to #steponeinnocent IN YOUR FACE.
I'M DECKED IN BLACK TODAY!
Alright, so post's done. Have to wake up early tmrw to pick up some culinary skills ah! Been diligently learning how to play 14th Song and I seek to accomplish learning the piece by the end of March.
I love trying out the au natural look from time to time, but I'm too used to makeup.
"And all I did to save myself was to push your blade, further into my heart."
Hello guys! I apologize for the lack of updates. Really, I didn’t expect to be damned for IPRA (Public relations and Advertising) module, simply too much to digest. So I’ve really been pulling all nighters trying to excite my brain cells with IPRA these few days. So hi, I’m back!
Been really excited about my 6 weeks holidays. And so yes, now here it is. I’ve all these wonderful plans in mind (not inclusive of CCA commitments and work) I’ll be spending all my time with my loved ones
:D
Class Picnic
Dinner sessions with aunt
Baking with Danny, Yanmei and Tammy
Going out with N
Making Youtube Video with Danny
MyTaohuey Supper with Gossip Mates
Hooters with Karhou
Beach date with Clique
Photoshoot with Girlfriends
Meeting my gay bros
So yes, I’m all psyched and ready for my Holidays! :D Alright, generating ideas now for my upcoming post. Wonder if I will blog on "If I Were a Boy” Haha, I delayed it for quite a while #FYL because of some issues (so I think this topic’s pretty much jinxed or God just wants me to be happy being a girl).
