The greatest irony of love:

•       Loving the right person at the wrong time
•       Having the wrong person when the time is right
•       Finding out you love someone after that person walks out of your life

In life, the first thing that’s apparent to action is love. You meet somebody, you get attracted, and you fall in love. From herein, if he/she could love you back, congratulations. But oftentimes, it doesn’t happen that way. You ask yourself a thousand and one whys but God just has something else in store for you.

There are two decisions to make:

1. Move On 

2. Keep Trying. 

Simple enough? Ditto. Moving on doesn’t necessarily mean you’re weak and persevering doesn’t make you magnificent either. Which option will you choose?

What’s the end point, where’s it? When do you stop trying? If your love is giving the other party pressure and disconsolation, then, let go. It might hurt, the pain’s gonna sting for awhile, but in spite of your denial against what I’m about to type, it's the truth.

Eventually, you’ll be ok. You’ll be alright. You’d have healed. You mightn’t be able to accept that person in your life again, but at the very least, your scar’s concealed.

Valentine’s over. But don’t stop the love, people.

xoxo

So I went out today with my two baby boibois. Let the photos do the talking! <3

Bitch please.

 So apparently his glasses reflects the flashlight from my camera lol

Somebody's display picture already! :>

And they say save the best for the last isn't it. K, so I trotted off to cine to take a peektuuuuuuure with Noah Yap today! Haha, my favourite local youtuber to date. Trust me, he looks as cute irl as in his videos! Fangirl mode: ON. 

Frankly speaking, I'm really, really, REALLY very inactive on FB. I'm even lazy to change my display picture there lol! So I guess my photos no longer make their way to fb, do check this space out. On the contrary, I'll be very active on Twitter though. I mean, Twitter's where I'm on almost 24/7 and I really hate it when acquaintances/friends don't have a Twitter account and they have no clue what's happening in my life.

Take it that I'm sad/dying/whatever fuck shit, it's not like I'm going to tell them face-to-face or on the phone. I'LL ACTUALLY TWEET ABOUT IT. Then the very next day when I don't turn up for any event, people tend to ask me: Hey, what's the matter? What happened to you? When I even bother to explain, they'll look at me with those puppy eyes and accuse me of not letting them in on my life's affairs.

BITCH PLEASE YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A TWITTER ACCOUNT. 

No way am I gonna tell you everything again! x(

This is a lengthy post before I get into mugger mode for a long, long time. Miss me. xoxo.

"I killed myself tonight. Please don't ask if I'm okay, because I'd lie and say I'm fine. It's ok. Let's reinvent myself tomorrow. Feel like I've died. But only through death can rebirth be made possible."


13th February 2012. 


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY FOLKS. It's theoretically 14/2/2012 now hehehe. My blog's so screwed now because 1. there's no banner (removed it *sobs*) and 2. been pretty emofuck ASDFGHJKL lately though I previously promised I won't. (Ok, so heard that right there, this girl's promises don't stand) >:

Just DON'T GIVE UP on my page. )': I've intentions to do my first ever sitcom/comedy video with 
DANNY YONG after my exams and 2) do my photoshoot. (Don't know why I'm helping that butthole advertise his blog when he never update one lor! WAHLAO I ONE LOYAL READER LEH BOIBOI >:) Anyway my page would suck a lot during this study period la hor )': 

That's a shoutout only to readers I wanna keep. I don't care if you view my page because you love me, or you hate me, or you are just kpo/I'm your gossip material. 


Jesus, look at the amount of singlish I've had in this post. I'm profoundly ashamed of myself. 


Goodnight.
xoxo. 

Her first animation gif

Took me quite a while to get this up, but it’s worth it!!!!!!! <3 This animation gif is pretty cool, and I’ll upload more of such photos, if time permits. Ignore the flaws in my first gif k /:

EXAMS, EXAMS, EXAMS. *whines whines whines*

Sometimes, it gets so tiring trying to pretend like you’re okay, like you’re alright. Sometimes all you ask for is just somebody who will fucking tell you in the face to drop that façade and just for fuck’s sake, cry.

“I know you’re not fine, so stop trying to be strong. It’s annoying shit, woman. Cut that smile.”

All you ask for is a hug, a tight one that draws all your breath away, a hug that takes all your sadness away, till they vaporize into thin air, till you forget the person that makes you cry every night, till you forsake all the suicidal tendencies, till the smile on your face finally becomes real.

That chunk of sentiments wasn’t purely intended for me. At the end of the day, I’m not the only one in this universe who feels this way. Someone out there, he/she probably does. So this is for you, and you, and yes you over there, I’m extending a virtual hug to all of you. And if we ever meet in real life, oh gosh, wouldn’t I crave to give you a hug.

Hahaha.

TO-DOS AFTER EXAMINATIONS

• Photo shoot
• Make a video

Oh gosh, I invested quite a bit of effort in this post. 

1. Changed my banner
2. Changed my blog layout
3. Animation gif

And yes, I do have a motive. To get my blog stats up :D

Next Blog post: If I were to be a guy for just one day. Will be up by Sunday night latest. As usual.

xoxo I love all of you! 

#ATuesdayPost

How was your Tueeeeessssdaaaaayyyyyyy folks?

I hope it’s been great! This is a totally random post. Well, not gonna reveal my initial plans but since I've had some shopping done, here goes. I’ve made myself a personal resolution to head to school for the remaining 3 days! Yes, in spite of the fact that my health's blaring red lights in my face. Idk, all these project datelines are making me fret, a lot.

CHLOE v.s SICKNESS

Ok, Idk who will win. But I really do hope that I can overcome this illness. Like fuck my life. And yes, I’m childish, heard you right there. Do you know how badly I yearn to be healthy like normal human beings and not to fall sick over the slightest things? /:

Alright, compensating this post with photos of tiny me. You can actually see how little I am in them >:

Bought my boyfie tee at $16.95 Cotton On and leopard prints shoes at $39.95 @ Rubi. These are the outlets I frequent most of the time, I guess. And oh, I actually browsed the guys section and got this medium sized gray tee shirt. The staff at Rubi restocked the leopard prints shoes on my countless requests hehehe.

I'm really crazy and sporadic I figure. One day I'd be really into headbands (I actually bought a bunch of them) and another, I'll be captivated by boyfriend teessssssssssss. Well, that spices up my life I guess! Since I don't really know what I want. 

Goodbye and I love all of you. <3 

#thedifferentkindsofpeople

I apologize for the lack of updates, been really busy and stuffs, but as a blogger, I'm actually culpable of guilt to not update when people spend the time to visit my page. So bah, here goes. No, I didn’t come up with a post witlessly; it’s full of insight. Caution, it’s gonna be lengthy. But well, I’d reckon it would be a good read! Up to you!

There are many different kinds of people in this society, and I shall proceed to identify a couple.

HAHA NO I didn’t WIKIPEDIA, GOOGLE OR YAHOO IT. 
No search engines employed, entirely my own figment to offer.

THE HYPOCRITES:

These are the people who hang out with you, laugh with you, make jokes at your expense and tell you how much they adore you. You’d be naïve enough to confide intimate information about yourselves to them. And the next thing you know it, they’re bitching about you behind your backs, telling people how much they hate your guts, and practically just wish you bump into a fucking car and end up dead the next day.

Then they hook your arms and walk with a little spring in their steps, telling you IN YOUR FACE that you’re gonna be their BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE.

Lolwhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut? >:

THE MANIPULATORS:

These are the people who come to you when THEY NEED YOU. They’ll be all nice and friendly and cute to you because they need to borrow $ from you, they need your help for assignments, they need a shopping mate, they need somebody to fuck around with. Then when they’re done using you, and you’re of no help to them, they diss you for other friends.

THE "NICE" GIRLS:

These are the girls who act all vulnerable and weak and needy. 
GUYS SIMPLY LOVE THEM. 
THEY LITERALLY DROOL OVER THEM. Guys think they’re angels descended from heaven, and they want to be their protectors. But when they’re out of your sight, they’re demons ready to prowl on others. Something like THE HYPOCRITES, just much worse.

BOOHOO. SORRY TO REVEAL THAT GUYS.

THE AVERAGE-LOOKING, SHY AND QUIET

These are the most disregarded lot. They are sensibly the best lot to be in. They don’t talk much, they don’t have looks to boast, they just keep to themselves. They’re not noticed, to say the least. The pros and cons of being in this lot: You don’t get picked on much since you don’t have anything others can gripe about in the first place. CONS: Just go fuck your life.

THE GENUINE GIRLS

These are the do-gooders who will NEVER, I repeat, NEVER survive society. Because their hearts are made of fucking gold. When they render assistance, they’re doing it BECAUSE they truly want to help others. They speak up for the friends that bitch about them, they never backstab, betray or two-time. They’re like the gems in this society. They get bullied and hurt a lot. To sum it up, they’re fucktards who will die first in this bitchy world.

I KNOW. THAT'S SOCIETY FOR YOU.

BIMBOS, VAIN, SLUTTY BITCHES

BIMBOS: The vases on display. Girls who have looks but crap in their brains. They can dress very well, put on the most delicate of makeup, but have nothing concrete to deliver. Their conversations are limited, and people dismiss them for their lack of self-worth.

VAIN: PRACTICALLY Look . in . the . mirror . 24/7. Best associated with above.

SLUTTY BITCHES: They love to roll their eyes a lot. LIKE A LOT. And they BELIEVE that they’re such gorgeous women but it just takes a quick swipe of the makeup to realize the AVERAGE LOOKING, SHY AND QUIET bunch are the unpretentiously beautiful ones.  They are always sounding too smart for their own good, and faking an accent, they do it best.

LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST...

The ACT BLUR LIVE LONGER :P

These are the people who know NOTHING, are involved in NOTHING, and practically live on NOTHING. LOL. Sounds kinda funny, but yes. Whenever anything happens, they’ll be the last to know. They’re the happy-go-lucky bunch who live in their fairytale little castles, oblivious to the realistic world. They don’t get themselves involved in petty fights, they’re neutral. Their most notorious trademark: “Huh, really ar? I don’t know leh!”

Alright, and this is the list of people I’ve come up with. You mightn't agree with me on all my viewpoints, buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut you can't deny I MAKE SENSE. :D

K, I know there's a lack of photos in this post so far. So, here goes! PHOTOSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

As evident, not in the best state for camwhoring because I'm doing up this post pretty early in the morning and I'm having a bad case of flu. (WILL COMPENSATE OK!!!!!!!)

#10thingsaboutmyself 5. I fall sick ALL THE TIME.
So this is the blogworthy and insightful post I’d promised in my twitter!!!! If you guys didn’t follow me on twitter (OMFG WHY?!?), well it’s time to do so. (You can even conveniently learn my #10thingsaboutmyself :)

Till the next post, sweetypies! In the meantime, keep reading ♥

9GAG FOR V'DAY

A CUTE HELLO TO YOU! 

＼（＾∀＾）メ（＾∀＾）ノ

Intended to blog later in the evening but I'll be out filming and won't be home till Thursday. 
So...let's have it in advance!


First things first guiseeeeeeeee, I changed my blog url
(as evident, since you managed to make your way here smartypantssssssss) 

I guess it’s really easy to track me down online:

TWITTER: https://twitter.com/#!/VANITYDOLLS_

TUMBLR: http://vanitydolls.tumblr.com/

BLOGGER: https://vanity-dolls.blogspot.com/

You can simply play around with the word ‘vanitydoll’ and get to either one of my pages. How convenient!

Alright, let’s get to topic. What’s the biggest, most anticipated (or the bane of some people’s lives LIKE MINE) event coming up in February? Uh huh, you got it right. THE OH-SO-IRRESISTABLE 

VALENTINE'S DAY! 

For you bitches out there who're thinking: WHY THE FUCK IS SHE TALKING ABOUT VALENTINE'S DAY NOW?! HELLO It’s officially February as of TODAY and 2 MOTHERFUCKING WEEKS TO VALENTINE so I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO COMMENT ABOUT VALENTINE’S DAY ALREADY OK!!!! Forgive this outburst and stare at my 9gag meme face HAHAHA.

(Uhm, another reason's being: I've run out of ideas to blog. UNLESS YOU WANT TO READ EMO STUFFS)

For singles out there: Aw, Come on! It’s friendship day too! Show some love to your family members and loved ones!!!! Congratulations, you’ve saved yourself from having somebody’s tongue stuck down your throat and oh, risqué sex. LOLWHUUUUUUUUUT. Haha! I’m kidding. But hopefully my illogical logic (uhm, ok?) makes you feel better! 

Now, let’s all get on 9GAG on Valentine’s Day instead. 

For the couples out there: LAST LONG!  ♥（＾∇＾）

Tried to do this dark and bright contrast look, but apparently my photoshop skills failforlife!

With effects

Some guy on Zoosk asked me, “You look so sad in your photos. When was the last time you smiled?”

I guess; I never did. My smile never did last.

There’s this really funny pickup line about an angel dropping from heaven and that he needed my number before God took me away. LOL WHUUUUUUUUUUT! I was laughing so hard when I read it.

With effects

I’ve been told that I’m such a pain in the ass for creating a Zoosk account just because it’s fun when people are actually devoting half their lives tryna fish for a lifetime mate. Oh, come on. Love? Tell that to me a year back, I was still fighting for it. Correct me, naïve enough.

Well, ok. Love DOES exist. It does, of course! I can’t help but let my gaze linger a little longer at old couples taking care of each other, or even having a simple meal together :') But, I guess my current emotional state doesn’t permit this mindset sooooooo.. fuck it.

Forgive me, while I end off this post with an annoying CUTE face! 

In your face, jelly beans! :D

P.S: If you're feeling gloomy and #FOREVERALONE on Valentine's Day, re-read this blogpost to make yourself feel better! OR VISIT 9GAG. (Y)