What if it's no longer about you?

“Would you prefer a bracelet/necklace or a couple ring as a gift?”

“A necklace would be nice. But, why the sudden question?”

This simple question crossed my mind when I passed by a shop. Personally, I’d go for bracelets too. Having it wrapped around your wrist, and willingly putting it on, it probably shows that I’m happy to be tied down by a special somebody.

Sighs, met up with my girlfriends and realize that maybe, I really wish to fall in love and develop a cute relationship. It’s not that I do not have good guys around me, I’m really lucky to have met a couple of guys that are absolute boyfriend materials, but there’s always something not quite right, and in the end, we’d have to call things off. Sighs, jinxed in love

Or the feelings aren’t mutual and the boy ends up not reciprocating my feelings *slamagainsthewall* And when I finally meet somebody I like, there are so many concerns involved I just don’t know how to let my feelings be known to him and he’d be like

Oh, bet she hates my face. She doesn’t even want to maintain eye contact with me and we don’t talk. Does she hate my voice too? Oh crap, I have to keep a distance from her.

It’s either

i.               I already know of someone who likes him

ii.              He’s a playboy

iii.            His best friends are incorrigible

Just to name a few.

I’ve never liked a boy ever since a year and four months ago. Please don’t laugh at me when I say this but I’ve always felt incredulous and envious of people in relationships. To me, it’s like magic. (Lol ok, laugh zzz) I mean, I’ll always be thinking, how does everything flow so smoothly and two people get blissfully attached? It doesn't ever happen for me.

And then this happy thought just so happen to remind me that I’m …

horribly jinxed in love

LOL SO OK NVM hahaha

Finally satisfied my cravings for LaoBan taohuay! ASDFGHJKL :D

(ﾉﾟ▽ﾟ)ﾉ ┏(＾0＾)┛ 

It tastes really good, and maybe I’ll do a review on it, some other time.

What makes it so good is the soft and smooth texture of the bean curd

that melts in your mouth like the herbal jelly you consume outside.

+ Points: It’s sweet and flavorable, not plain at all like the normal ones.

*I tried two bowls to more precisely derive at its original taste.

Checks off my bucket list: Try LaoBan Taohuey once in my life. * Hehehe. Happy.

Simple Mickey Mouse #OOTD

Oh well, I thought I could blog frequently since Hey, it’s Holidays, but I do still have a 10-page report which I’m totally clueless about what to do that’s due this Thursday and a presentation/submission for another module and nothing’s being confirmed. Was whining to mom that I really shouldn’t be admitted to the hospital earlier!!! ASDFGHJKL and she absolutely thinks that I’m nuts. Haha well my friends think she’s cute. Of course she is! Where do they think I get the genes from? ;) OK NO. Fuck, please just ignore me haha

If you're really, really, really fucking close to me, you'll know that I ABSOLUTELY HAVE NO FASHION SENSE hahaha. All I do each day is to rummage through my closet, think to myself, ok today a boyfriend tee suits my mood, and off I go. Therefore, it isn't unusual to see my fashion taste change like the no. of girlfriends playboys collect. Can't resist the urge to collect dresses. Omg dresses please come to me. I'm NOT feminine too, but I'm really petite and long pants just make me look even more midget-like! *frowns*

Currently watching Love Rain (20 episodes) & 剩女保镖 (80 episodes)

小鬼!!!!! *SkipsInJoy*

I’ve been his fangirl since I was 14, so it’s been close to 5 years already?

Till now, I still think he’s the cutest guy to ever exist.

Big eyes, dimples and a cute way of talking.

Someone once asked me why I could idolize him for such a long time. But the fact is, when I set my mind to really like someone/something, it won't fade away. I'm not in it to play. 

They think they know you, but actually they don’t. Not at all. If being a coward can assure me of being an ignorant but happy fool, why not? All I ask for is a simple life.

“You light up a smile on my face as though it’s the simplest thing to do on earth. Bet you’d never know, all you have to do is to appear before my eyes.”

"It's raining again today and I really, really do love rainy days. A gloomy downcast, it's sad but serene and peaceful. It makes people feel comfortable and at ease. It evokes thoughts and memories. 

This chilly weather, it's all I've always longed for."

That's a giant bear for you. xoxo

Boy Friends

This new fangirl for Maroon 5 just had her banner changed! 

Just realized that it's my 2nd post for Saturday hehe. Virgin clubbing experience @Zirca with these guys. It still puts a smile on my face when I reminisce in frustration how protective they were around me that night. Come to think of it, I was having high fever and couldn’t really enjoy myself. Can’t wait to hang out with them again.

Since young, I’ve always felt that it's easier to relate with guys.

Hence, I do have more male friends than female ones.

Girls are good as close friends, best buddies

Friends who go on shopping dates with you,

and give you advice when boys confuse you.

But let’s admit it

Most girls out there these days are just

Bitchy, opinionated and temperamental

You can get judged all the time

And they backstab you faster than you think

Guys are much simpler, to me.

Sometimes a little dumb, but mostly just cute.

Having guy friends is bliss.

I love hanging out with my guy friends.

Well, being taken care of is one of the perks too.

It's the supposed Holiday period now. The blogging bug hits me already. 

"Play pretend

Act like you don't give a damn 

Life's a stage and 

all men and women merely players 

Watch him go some place far away

Don't you regret" 

Dear John,

I'm afraid I miss you

Flower Boy

What kind of girl are you?

I’ve heard aplenty:

Bubbly, cheerful and sophisticated

Mysterious, quiet and shy

Some say I don’t talk much.

Others want me to stop chattering.

We are all bipolar this way.

I don’t know who I am.

I’m still figuring it out.

Leave a little gap by the door,

Don’t let little Faith lose her way

Frappucinno and choc doughnut before presentation . . .

22^nd August 2012: It’s 25th, but I’m typing this anyway.

I’m a happy girl today, so you’re rewarded with animals.

Well, actually no. But happiness leads me to animals

So that’s what you’ll be getting today.

Please be happy for me too.

This bunny's so cute I can't even. 

Satisfied my cravings for dessert after my 11th injection. This photo isn't that grotesque 

I don't know. Does losing blood makes one hungry? :x 

It’s the last day of school for media bunnies.

Errrrrrr, except for me technically (such a lonely battle)

If you’ve read my Twitter updates,

I’ve two more post-hospitalization projects due.

Everything’s taking a toll on my health, oh fuck

Strain in my heart, but hey, I can do this yup?

I’m happy again today after Team Elements’ final Advertising presentation.

I know I’m up to it, but what I’ve been lacking is confidence and sufficient preparation.

After many rehearsals, I was finally up to task as a presenter, in my personal standards.

The feeling’s indescribable. It’s a sense of achievement.

On the last day of school, yup.

Oh, and the first time that I'm decked in a blazer. 

I don't know about others, but formal wear interests me, a great deal. 

Jumpsuits are really suitable for petite girls 

New Twitcon

Dear John.