Dressing Janes

Actually have a test tomorrow and I'm just sitting by on my personal blog typing away. 

I've been pretty occupied with my new blog last evening for school and 

I really do hope that you visit it too! http://dressingjanes.blogspot.sg/

That's the 3rd account that I've to manage personally: 

My Public Blog, Mentoring Wordpress and school account

That's probably the first time I've 200 views in a day 

But that's only because of the use of publicity on my online accounts :O

Don't really like the idea of announcing to the whole world this space

It will always remain as the most intimate and comfortable page for me. 

Some photos for my banner last night 

That's pretty much the nicest angle of my unphotoshopped face you're gonna get. 

Face looks a little triangular omfg whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Before

Tired face, heavy eyebags and smudged makeup.
Once again without photoshop for you minions who love to judge 

After: Bright smile during photo taking because banner 

You won't get to see the following photos on my school account so that's why you should love my blog to bits and never leave me be hehehehe.

Nerd Look #1 

Sweet #2 

Playful Look #3

Some Banner Choices

Follow my social media account Chloe Goes To School today and learn more about what I learn every Thursday!

Phew, done with the mass uploading of photos :)

I've been a happy girl for a week because . . . shopping!

I've bought so many new clothes again and a new mascara and deodorant!

What I like about the deodorant: It has this After Shower smell

so I can smell fresh even though I'm too lazy to bathe on that particular day LOLOL #honest

Thinking of setting up a flea someday to sell off all my clothes

I usually just wear them once or twice unless they are my favorite pieces

It's a good and bad thing that my tiny physique actually allows me to buy many fitting clothes at affordable prices!

Then again, does fleas work? I mean, I'm too tiny and most girls are average sized

and probably can't wear them. asdfghjkl

I find myself opening up and interacting more with my friends

And that surprised me a little

I've always been the kind of girl who's comfortable not speaking up,

light smiles, short conversations and awkward stares 

Maybe this is a good sign :) 

That's all for now! :) 

Sylvester and Happiness

Yay to update! I shall not elaborate on my busy life now since if you've always been reading, you'll probably find me a pain in the ass for whining about the same thing everyday, every time. I shall whine in the next post lah! :p Hehehe. 

No time to camwhore! So I've taken to sneaking photos of myself for my blog with every good opportunity. I just don't wish to fill every post up with nothing but words, words, words. 

It sure was embarrassing lugging my giant sylvester to school but #anythingformentoring lah! LOL

This is my dazed face after vomiting. Lol I tweeted about vomiting the SECOND I alighted from the cab. Lucky driver 

The awkward standard face whenever I'm camwhoring outside from the comforts of home D: 

The I need food in my tummy but why is he not here yet so I still have to wait face lolol

Damn I look like a rat 

Anyway, the past week was really great, it's almost perfect. I know my happiness doesn't last and I shouldn't even be greedily hoping that this week will be good too. (In fact, I've negatively expected that things will be bad /: Intuition)


Happy things!

• So I made friends with a boy I really wanted to befriend for a long, long time! I mean, technically we are friends but usually we just behave like acquaintances. I'm so happy that I can call him my friend matter-of-factly now :> The thing is, I can totally relate to his humor and so it isn't that hard to hit it off hehehehe

• Gonna emcee for an event! OMGOMGOMG. I A M S O H A P P Y . (And when I'm happy, I practically just wave my hands in the air and scream and nod my head vigorously and my friends are like she sure is excited lolol) I mean, I usually stammer in big crowds because pressure but when I'm handed a script and all, the tension gets so exciting and cool and tantalizing and I just don't wanna breathe. (makes no sense but you get me /:) Heyhey, I've done emceeing infront of my 1,500 strong secondary school before and uniformed group camp but it's such a long time ago and I don't know if I'll be frightened again but who cares :D 

• Finally decided against being somebody's second option. 

• Made many new underaged friends at work and they're really fun to be with! Especially this new 16 year old guy who's feminine and giggly hehehehe 

• Actually wants to like someone and not to find a replacement :) 

• Somebody actually really likes me as a friend ^_^ And he comes off a little shy admitting that he really does like me as a friend so I assume it's trueeeeeeee :D And he does understand me really well. Omg why are we so cute. If only he doesn't upset me all the time le sigh.

PS: Actually most of my close friends can read me very well. So I should stop falling for boys who understand me because anybody can do that ): So yes, I'm pretty much referring to point threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *stupid me*

• Got my pay so shopping! (No time though . . .)

Sad things ): 

• Busy

• Stress

• Pressure

• Exhaustion

• No life

• No life No life

• No life No life No life 

I thought you say you're not whining?????! BUT IT REALLY ISN'T THAT MAJOR A WHINING RIGHT LOLOL 

Oh and yes, do visit me at my workplace and order pistachio hazelnut milkshake from meeeeeeee! I'm so happy that it's my third favorite drink after alcohol and coffee lol and I do feel really blissful drinking it. I hope I can make it for my crush too! Oh no wait, I already stopped having one. 


Thoughts 

Because our love was a creamy strawberry summer craze. I miss you, I really do. I just don't need you anymore. 

You broke her heart once, twice, thrice, four times five. We said six months but now it's eight going nine. You don't know how pathetic all this is. Don't act like you do. 

I wish I can forget you soon and be happy again. I actually like being happy, I like it so much, I forgot that I wasn't supposed to be. 

It hurts. Hurts to be this happy and knowing that things never last and you think of the past and everything comes back to haunt you again.

We said six months but now it's eight gone nine.

I wish I hit a truck or something and have amnesia and be disfigured but it's ok anyway because I don't remember you anymore. I don't have to hurt. 

I'm so happy to see the rare side of my happy me too. 
But then again, I'm still me and the me I know is deeply bipolar. 

Goodbye for now and I'll write again soon.

I'm exhausted but I thought I should update. I mean, I always thought I should. After all, people who read my blog actually reads me as a person, for all the genuineness you could get out of me too. I thought of blogging something beautiful and poetic, like a void prose to express my innermost feelings, but I've been going through late nights and project meetings and those tutorials in class, I just can't. 

There are a few guys tonight that I wish to comment on but people will judge me anyway and take me for a playgirl, so it's alright. I shall let my wandering mind whisper pretty thoughts of them.

I'm tired. Please be patient for me again.

PS: There's a boy I can't seem to draw away from. I wish he stops being so nice to me, but it breaks me anyway, so maybe. . . I don't know. . . I think I can never leave.

12.02 AM May your Wednesday be good. *A smile for you bunny* :)

7 weeks to concert! :D

I was lying in bed this morning, in my little black tank top and huddled inside my yellow pasteled blanket, a pretty humongous one that threatens to eat me up. I sniffed the blanket a little and it has a baby powderish smell. Somewhere inside my growing lady body hides a little toddler. Grins

Last night, I discovered I have fever, again, and mentally I started to crumble. Doctors say I wasn’t supposed to fall ill at this period of time but I did and we all know the consequences. Mom came to my room for a little chat and I tried to convince her that I’d rather be dead than ailing all the time and she brushed my words aside. 

Took a day off work since I was too weak for just about anything else. Spent two days publicizing an event and then, surprised to receive a kind compliment. Always thought that I am the kind of girl who goes unnoticed yet for one of the many first times, creativity got a little attention. Thank you so very much.

Memories came back fast and without caution. It always happens when I’m sick.

They tell me I’m the most naïve creature ever alive; Ignorant, Lack of Judgment, Stubborn. She says Chloe it’s okay, there’s nothing wrong with being overprotective, learn from it. Colleagues asked why I wasn’t attached at any point of time and I didn’t wish to mention the hearts broken and break.

There are people who call themselves my close friends and I don’t know what to make of it. They read me at the back of their hands: When I stay away, there’s something wrong with our friendship. When I keep silent, I am disapproving but still trying to be nice. When I stare into blank space, you’ve lost me there and then . . .

Both of them say they know me and I’ll never do what I said in spite. But why do I think that the only one who truly cares for me is neither. After all, the one who ended up leaving me alone, and the one who took advantage of my feelings, turned out to be them too.

Still having a bad cough, flu and a slowly subsiding fever. The evening sky looks so beautiful.

I would like to dye my hair a light shade of blond . . .

“You cut your hair short, then went for extensions. You dyed your hair red, brown then back to black again. You rebonded your hair and went to curl it. Do you actually know what you want?”

Actually had a conversation like this with a close friend. . .

I need to find a purpose to be alive and to keep going.

Well at least there’s something to look forward to in December! I’ll be attending 
小鬼黃鴻升 夜王2012巡迴演唱會 - 新加坡

Alien Huang G•host Singapore Concert 2012

I would have squealed and fangirled madly on my blog if not for the fact that I'm sick hehehehe

很开心很开心很开心很开心很开心很开心很开心! :D 

Thought about how I fangirled in e乐大赏 before and the pinoy beside me wanted to slap me so bad 'cause I was jumping up and down trying to get a glimpse of him. BUT WHEN I ATTEND HIS CONCERT IT’S OKAY BECAUSE EVERYBODY LOVES HIM SO IT’S OKAY TO SCREAM AND SHED TEARS OF JOY #ULTIMATEFANGIRL ;) 

That’s all for now. Can’t believe I ended this post on a happy note!

7 weeks more! 49 days! 

Natural red 'cause acnes medicine!! It's just that the spots aren't obvious in photos lah /:

Oh and yes, my poster design!!!! *flipshairbackandforth* lolol
I know it isn't perfect but it puts me in a good mood with the sweet colors.
I didn't do a very good job -_- I just found good fonts hmmmm.

Okay goodbye till the next post!